I live, I laugh, I cry.
Many things happen in life. To me, every mistake is an experience gained. I turn wiser all the time, everyday, that is.
Don't judge me if you don't like to be judged. Peace.
Tutoring VS Tuition
Sunday, February 12, 2012 @ 12:49 AM
Tutoring vs Tuition
Me: I'm going for tuition tmr!
Your reaction: Poly also need tutoring?!?!?
Me: Haha, I'm the tutor!!!
Talkative vs Passive
As a tuition teacher, i realised that some kids love to talk and talk and talk
They like to tell or ask you about all the things that they know in this world
Looking at the talkative kiddies, I'm not sure whether it is a good thing or a bad thing
Good
I mean, its good to teach kids about general knowledge and answer all their queries so that they can learn
We're trying to promote to the children to ask more questions so that they can enhance their learning right?
Bad
During tuition, I only have that few hours with them
And every seconds is worth their parents' penny
As much as i want to share my knowledge with them, I have to constantly pull them back to the topic on hand and remind them to finish up their work
Because if they dont finish = fail = parents unhappy = i no job = i cant impart more knowledge to them = sad
When i keep pulling them back to the assignments, i feel that i am conforming to the education system (reminds me of literature lessons haha)
And by ignoring their questions and concentrating on purely uninteresting work, im turning them into a passive student
That makes them into someone who doesnt like to ask questions
That isnt what we want either
Bad but no choice
But imagine if we do not conform to the system = students learning unrelated stuff = fail the exams = cant make it to the next stage of education = hard to get proper job = hard to lead a good life in the future
This is the reality. There is no perfect world.
So in conclusion, timing is key.
Ask the right questions at the right time,
Say the right thing at the right time,
Do the right thing at the right time.
Do you even understand what im talking about? Haha.
Thursday, February 9, 2012 @ 3:10 PM
Last Saturday, we had Inter Primers Olympics Day (IPOD in short).
It was a games days between all the various Primers organisation in NP, SP, NYP, BB Headquarters and some secondary schools students.
There was different segments like captains' ball, basketball, soccer and telematch.
Telematch is a new component and its like completing some games stations in a team.
As usual, all I could play was Captains' Ball haha, so I joined the Captains' Ball team! :))
Most of us didnt went for training, and we weren't very confident about our skills either :X
we thought we'd just give it a try and play for fun
and guess what?
we made it to the finals!
and finally, we were vying for the first place with our fellow NP team
We let water and let them have the first place.
Just kidding! They were really good! :D
So yeah, my team managed to get 2nd place!! :D
So happy!
It was an enjoyable day!
The weather was good!
With occasionally drizzles here and there, breeze here and there, but lucky it wasnt pouring (:
The sun wasnt particularly strong, but we were all sunburnt :(
we played from 9am-6pm haha! like working haha!!
my face, especially my nose, was peeling badly! like some scales of a dragon
and today, my scalp is starting to peel !
oh man, i hate my scalp to peel!
like some dandruff or dirt :(
Well i enjoyed this year's IPOD! (:
Well done ladies! :D
Upcoming Valentines'
@ 12:09 PM
I dont care whether we have anything to say or not
I just want to hear your voice
Pssss... That is the reason why sometimes i ask you to sing to me on the phone (:
I dont care whether we have anything to do or not
I just want to see you and be with you
Who cares if it's valentines'?
Who cares if we have nothing to do on that day?
Who cares if we're just walking about with no aim?
I don't.
Cos baby, everyday with you is Valentines' Day.
Watching your every move is "doing something"
And my aim is You (:
I know I've been asking you everyday what we should do on Valentines'
And then i realised that I'm concerned about other people's views
Cos everybody will be like "what are you gonna do? what did you do?" and stuffs
Now I don't care anymore
They can ask me "what did you do on Valentines' Day?" and I shall go "Nothing"
For baby, no one will understand how magical it is just to be right in your arms (:
Just to watch you smile makes me melt, just to sit beside you makes me feel bliss (:
Quoted from The Love Stories;
Being in a relationship isn't about the dates, look, the showing off. Its about bein w/ some1 who makes u happy in a way that no one else can.
The Wurlitzer Machine
@ 11:48 AM
Have you ever seen this machine? :)
It's called the Wurlitzer machine.
There's pages of songs titles where you can choose your song, insert a coin and it will play the song.
When i was still a child, my dad used to bring me to some kind of place with this machine and asked me to choose a song.
I've been an undecided person since young.
I prefer to strike off those that I dont like rather than choose something i like haha.
So i'll flip the pages of the songs and tell him the ones i dont want to listen to.
I remember it costs about 50 cents per song haha.
So i'd stand at the machine for a very long time, clicking the button
When you click the button, the pages will swing mechanically, which i enjoyed watching
In the end when he prompt me whether i wanted any songs, i'll be like no, i want to watch the pages swing instead hehe
I think its a pretty machine.
Very classy and classic.
It's rare to find it anywhere now, there used to be more of this machine.
I chanced upon it when me and my team mates went filming for our Tourism Law module at Changi Airport.
Hope that someday I will get to visit that shop and use that machine.
I'm a kinda classic old lady at heart haha.
When we are 70 years old, I wished my baby would bring me to a classy restaurant with a Wurlitzer machine and slow dance with me haha ;)
I dreamt of my daddy today.
First time since he passed on.
Studies
@ 11:34 AM
Every time it reaches the end of the semester i'll get emo.
Cos exams are coming! :(
Tertiary academic life is really (N)
I used to like studying and going to school until up to poly.
Maybe i'm not the mugger type of student when i was in primary and secondary school, but at least i did my homework consistently and studied here and there
i used to enjoy sitting at my table with all the books
now, the moment i sit at the table
all i could manage is to fall asleep
haha
i rarely complained about studying in the past
i tried not to when i went into poly
now, i cant handle it anymore
argh
i think i've changed
maybe others dont know why, maybe they assume it to be some reason
but i think i know why
Tuesday, February 7, 2012 @ 1:02 AM
Today, as we were eating lunch at a diner my boyfriend leaned over and gave me a kiss on the cheek every few minutes when someone walked by. When I noticed what he was doing, I asked why. He said, “I want them to know you’re my girl.” We’re both in our mid-70’s and lost our spouses to cancer about 10 years ago. Second chances at love MMT.
Aww so nice! (:
But imagine you do this in Singapore, you'll get stomped =.=
Makes me think MMT
Saturday, January 28, 2012 @ 10:11 AM
There's something wrong with the colour stuff and i dont know how to resolve it so just read on, and read everything, haha.
"Today, I found an old hand written note my mom wrote when she was a senior in high school. On it is a list of qualities she hoped she would someday find in a boyfriend. The list is basically an exact description of my dad, who she didn’t meet until she was 27. MMT"
Hehehehe so am I suppose to keep my list too? haha!
Previously, I saw from a magazine that told you to list out the qualities that you want to look for in your boyfriend, so that when that boy comes along, you will know that he is the one you are looking for.
That lady said she wrote down and not soon after, she found her boyfriend
I didnt quite believe that i would find a boyfriend if i really did that
but i thought it would be nice to set a minimum standard for my boyfriend
so i wrote down several qualities that i want in him
and not soon after, this cute guy below came!!! :D
And yes, he satisfied 90% of the qualities i wanted! :D
LOL the other 10% is kinda hard to attain :X
Because it consists of "preferably rich, own big houses and cars, treat me like a tai tai"
hahahaha just a dream alright, who doesn;t want to be rich haha!!
Therefore, he doesnt have to satisfy those haha!!
i'd rather have his love than his wealth, but people will still wish they have both alright? hahaha
yupyup, so if you want a boyfriend, go and try this haha!! :D
One more story.
"Today, my dad is the best dad I could ask for. He’s a loving husband to my mom (always making her laugh), he’s been to every one of my soccer games since I was 5 (I’m 17 now), and he provides for our family as a construction foreman. This morning when I was searching through my dad’s toolbox for a pliers, I found a dirty folded up paper at the bottom. It was an old journal entry in my dad’s handwriting dated exactly one month before the day I was born. It reads, “I am eighteen years old, an alcoholic who is failing out of college, a past cutter, and a child abuse victim with a criminal record of auto theft. And next month, ‘teen father’ will be added to the list. But I swear I will make things right for my little girl. I will be the dad I never had.” And I don’t know how he did it, but he did it. MMT"
Certain times i would think, probably these people went through a lot of hardship, thats why they are able to pick themselves up.
I thought again.
Precisely because they went through wrong paths, therefore picking themselves up is harder than normal people. And so you have to applaud and encourage them :)
When you catch yourself comparing yourself to a colleague, neighbor, friend, or someone famous, stop! Realize that you are different, with different strengths – strengths these other people don’t possess. Take a moment to reflect on all the awesome abilities you have and to be grateful for all the good things in your life.
The problem with many of us is that we think we’ll be happy when we reach a certain level in life — a level we see others operating at – your boss with her corner office, that friend of a friend who owns a mansion on the beach, etc. Unfortunately, it takes awhile before you get there, and when you get there you might have a new destination in mind.
Instead, appreciate where you are and what you have right now. Try comparing yourself to those who have less, those who are dealing with tragedy, and those who are struggling to survive. Hopefully it opens your eyes to all the things you should be grateful for.
It always happens, yup.
I always can't help but compare myself to others.
When i see some hot girls down the street, when i see some rich ass spending their money, when i see people with good results, i can totally compare anything and everything
and im trying to stop now
in this realistic world, people will try to compare you to other without u trying to do so
so dont bother about comparing yourself, save that for others to help you with
and you know you always hate people doing comparisons
for example, your mother comparing you to your siblings/peers
so why not curb that bad habit first
i might not eradicate that completely, but i'll try to lessen it :)
Cambodia
Thursday, January 19, 2012 @ 9:15 AM
Helloooo
Suddenly feel like blogging about my Cambodia trip~ :D
Went for a service trip with my friends from my CCA
We visited Siep Reap and Phnom Penh
Cambodia used to be one of the rich countries
In the past century, Cambodia has been through a civil war that has crippled the country and made it into a third world country
You can do your own research haha
It's a loooong story~
This is the stupa that contains the skulls of those who perished
It is located at the killing fields where the Khmer Rouge tricked the civilians there, tortured them and killed them
They killed them brutally, with blunt objects and sharp edges of the trees
The way they kill children is by hitting the babies on the trees
Can you imagine babies being thrown on the trees?
They are just small cute little innocent human beings, just came to earth for just a short period of time and they had to be killed in this manner
There are also large, deep holes to bury those who were murdered
There is this magic tree, where they tied loudspeakers to it and played loud music so that people would not hear the moans of the victims and discover their crimes
Evil.
This is the S11 prison where they held captives.
It was formerly an old abandoned school, thus the school building exterior.
The people set up sharp wired fences to prevent the prisoners from escaping.
This is the interior of the classrooms.
Each classrooms has about 8 small cubicles.
The cubicles are separated by bricks or wooden boards.
The prisoners arre not allowed to make any noise, cry or anything.
The whole thing is covered up and they are faced with nothing but themselves, the guards, fear and solidity.
On top of that, they were being tortured as well.
For the women, some of the methods that they were tortured was having their nipples clamped and pulled, and men had their fingernails pulled out and such.
There were even worse torturing methods and it was really unimaginable.
They displayed the pictures and some remains of the victims in various buildings, making it extra creepy.
This is one of the remaining survivor and he wrote a book about what he has experienced.
We bought the book as he relied on it for living.
He is around 80+ i think.
There's only about 2-3 remaining survivor of the S11 prison.
In Cambodia, you will rarely see elderly around as they were all part of the war period.
If you do see some elderly, they are the survivors of the war!
Of course, the famous wonder of the world, Ang Kor Wat was not to be missed!
The place is huge!!
You can walk until you die, haha.
We travelled around in our coach and visited only about 3-4 temples.
The famous steep steps was out of bound and they build a wooden steps for us to get to the top.
It was a few stories high!
When you look down from above, the people below are like ants
And we've got an awesome tour guide who is a fan of Chris Brown hahaha
Whenever he takes a photo for us, he makes sure that the picture is nice :D
We've also developed some interesting jokes for ourselves there haha :D
This is a temple with twin trees and as you can see in the picture, the roots is all over the temple
They is the reason why we went to Cambodia!
They are my most adorable students!! :D
I'm their facilitator and i love them! :D
They know how to speak a little Thai too!! :D
We went to do road works for them
We have to shovel sand, stones into buckets and transport them to the place where the road is supposed to be built
It's tough work but we enjoyed it too! :D
And we carved our names there :D
BBLC stands for Boys' brigade learning centre and i represented Ngee Ann Boys' Brigade Primers to go over for service learning trip!
BBLC is like a free tuition centre for them to improve their English!
My little kiddos! :D
Totally enjoyed this Cambodia trips
Lots of memories, fun, laughters, crazy moments, sad moments, fun moments, good friendship and an eye opener!!
Titanic Exhibition! :D
Thursday, January 5, 2012 @ 8:29 AM
Okay, since i've got my entire experience of Titanic typed down in my report, i shall blog my report haha!! No judgements on whatsoever ok!
It was my first time visiting the Arts Science Museum in Marina Bay Sands. I was there for the Titanic exhibition. It was going to be the 100th anniversary of the Titanic after it had first set sail. My uncle used to show me the movie when I was young and I loved to watch documentaries on the Titanic. When the news announced that the Titanic exhibition was coming to Singapore, I knew I had to go.
I went to check out the prices and I realised that it wasn’t as expensive as I had imagined it to be. My gauge was around $35+ but it turned out to be just $20 for the entrance fees. It was a pleasant surprise and thus I visited the exhibition on 28th November 2011, Monday with two of my classmates.
Standing at the doorsteps of Marina Bay Sands, looming ahead of us was the interesting design of the Arts Science Museum. There were 3 permanent exhibitions in the Arts Science Museum. The reason why we hadn’t crossed over to the Arts Science Museum was because it was raining cats and dogs. The bad thing about it was that there weren’t any shelters to the Arts Science Museum. We were still hesitating whether to go under the rain or not. To my surprise, a friendly personnel came over and offered us an umbrella. We were pleasantly surprised by their service. Although they did not have sheltered walkways, they compensated by providing umbrellas to guests.
The moment we stepped into the Arts Science Museum, a huge picture of the Titanic greeted us. We proceeded to the reception to purchase our tickets. The receptionist that served us had very good service attitude. She promoted the documentary on Titanic and asked if we would like to purchase the tickets at $5. Since it was well within our budget and interest, we were up for it. She also gave us a short introduction and recommended where we should start viewing the exhibition from. Based on her recommendation, we proceeded to view the Titanic exhibition first as the documentary would start at a later time. (Additional input: The guy beside her was fiddling with some pen and sitting in an unglamourous position, so unprofessional and contradicting to the whole image!)
At the entrance of the exhibition, a lady gave out tickets with names of unique passengers and profile on it. We were supposed to act like real Titanic passengers and experience the entire life cycle of the Titanic. From how it was built to how the cabins looked like to how it sank. Nearing the end of the exhibition, we were supposed to find out whether we perished in the tragedy. This was a novelty and it kept us in an excited mood to know the outcome.
As we stepped inside, we explored the construction gallery of Titanic. They displayed parts of ships that were retrieved from under the sea.
We then arrived at the Verandah Cafe which displays the dining wares of the former Titanic. They had different grades of dining wares for different classes of cabins. They displayed the menu in frames mounted on the walls. Every dining ware of the Titanic was printed with the cruise company’s logo and the condition of it was well preserved despite lying on the sea bed for so long.
After that, we proceeded to “board” the ship and went through this beautiful first class cabin corridor. It looked very high class and was sparkly white. The corridor even had a very nice smelling scent, which was probably how it smelled like in the past.
After this part of the exhibition, we proceeded over to the theatre to watch the documentary. It was about how the Titanic artefacts displayed was retrieved from the sea. It wasn’t all that interesting initially, but as they slowly lowered the camera onto the seabed and explored the ship, the imagination comes alive. They created images that depicts what the passengers would be doing at that particular area that was now covered with moss and other organisms, making it seem as though we were part of it.
After the documentary ended, we continued with the exhibitions. We stood on the replica of the grand staircase of Titanic and immersed in the grandeur. We were awed by the Titanic’s majesty and elegance. I loved the European decor of Titanic. Even their third class cabins looked spacious and classy. (Additional input: Superstar Virgo is a Sampan compared to Titanic! The third class of Titanic looked so much more spacious than the Inside stateroom cabins.)
The next segment was the boiler room. It was really creepy and the whole environment was so surreal. The room was filled with red lights that was supposed to come from the burning fires. There were the loud sounds of charcoal being shovelled, thrown into the fire and being burnt. There were even real rocks that they placed there to make it more realistic. I remembered a scene from the movies where some of the workers were unable to escape from the ship as the gates were closed. Many of them died in the boiler room. It totally creeped me out and we hurriedly glance through this exhibit.
The next area that we arrived at was the deck of the ship. They were really clever to use mirrors to make it seem as though the corridors were long when it was just a few metres wide. They used small blinking LED lights against a black background to depict the night time. It was at night when the Titanic hit an iceberg.
Next up, the iceberg was displayed. They placed a real block of ice and allowed visitors to touch it. I tried putting my hands of it for more than 10 seconds but failed as it was freezing cold. It was amazing how they managed to get that block of ice in and maintained that temperature. Surprisingly, the environment was around room temperature.
Nearing the end of the exhibitions, we were searching for “our” name on amongst thousands of names on a huge board. Maybe it would create suspense and excitement as to whether we would survive, but it was tough searching for a tiny name amidst that small and cramped font. A suggestion is that they could include interactive screens for guests to search for their names so that it is easier for guests, especially for those elderly guests who have certain eyesight problems.
Overall, the whole experience was very realistic, with all four senses included. I felt that they should include the last sense of taste to make the whole experience complete. A suggestion is that they could probably include a café that sells the food available on board the Titanic. The setting could be like the dining area of the Titanic. There was also a disappointing thing about the exhibition though, we were not allowed to take photos. It’s a pity as we couldn’t translate the wonderful experience we had there into pictures, but it was still a great and worthwhile experience trying to discover the mysteries of Titanic. (Additional input: Unless there is a strict warning that i get thrown out, if not, look below :D)
If you want nice pictures of the Titanic exhibition, please visit http://www.channelnewsasia.com/photosgallery/gallery_20111028171206.htm.
And if you would like to view the pictures i took, please visit my Facebook!
It's recommended to go! (Y) :D
Tuesday, December 20, 2011 @ 1:40 AM
Saw various blog posts on "My Top 7 Must Have FREE iPad Apps" And therefore i shall take this chance to announce the arrival of iphone into my life
I still do miss my old phones - the Samsung Jet and Sony Ericsson Vivaz Pro Samsung jet was a phone that my dad had gotten for me and its still functional except that i cant make calls with it i guess the receptor spoiled well it contains memories of tian hong and me as well (:
Sony ericsson vivaz pro was quite a nice and useful phone memories of chionging all my primers stuff but it died on me. overworked. haha.
oh well, just too bad then. and then here comes the iphone! wee~ i've been spamming apps downloads, free ones of cos haha but the thing is, 3/4 of the apps i have not utilised hahaha! really need to take time to slowly explore and delete unwanted stuff!!
one thing about technology is that although u build up knowledge, u also build up lotsa online rubbish!!! online rubbish is really those useless websites, useless words that you say, useless thoughts, useless whatever lar~ like i dont have enough in reality -.- and im the kind that cant throw things away yeah seriously i keep thinking that it'll be useful in the future when i have got time but since when do i have time ?!?!?!?! LOOOOOOOL
time management is seriously an art/skill its really a balancing act, but im bad at balancing ! haha~ and i end up sacrificing my sleep which is like now? and now im creating online rubbish aint i being an irony ?
okay back to the main topic so i wanna recommend some apps! here is the top 7 free apps i personally like :D
1) Money Yeah the app's name is just... money *kaching$$$* it's an app that lets u manage your finance u can also set your budget for the month/day you will have to key in all the money transactions u have had that day for each transaction, u can include whether u are paying by cash/credit/etc, which category is the transaction under eg food, entertainment, transport, etc, then u can add a picture of it from ur album or taking a picture directly, u can add a description to it, the amount, the date, set whether there is a repeat of the transaction or not, and after u have keyed in the transaction, there would be a pie chart showing ur expenses for today and this month! awesome man! i used to do it with microsoft excel and it was kinda inconvenient cos u have to use your com everyday and by the end of the day when i use my laptop, i forget about every thing haha with iphone i can do it right after every money transaction and i wont forget! :D
2) RetroGram yes people have heard of instagram, so im not recommending that i like this app! :) well just another app with camera effects, but nice effects :D
3) FreeAppADay its an app that will tell u 5 apps that is free for that day u can send in your wishes and if there is a lot of demand, the app would be free for a day think so, well i just check to see which free app is nice and then i download lor
4) SG NextBus i dunno whether there is a better app than this, but this is better than iris cos it provides bus timing for both smrt and sbs it may not look that appealing but its simple to use and its fine for me :D
5) Dropbox Its a must baby! Go download onto your desktop and get your friends to do so! File sharing has never been made easier! hmm sounds like some tagline yeah? :/
6) Leme Cam the design is cool :D got quite a few camera/lens to choose from :) download all the camera first and then next time u don have to download it again
7) Doodle find Fine! are u dissatisfied that i havent recommended any games? cos i dont play games hahahaha! i rarely touch the games at all! its more for like letting friends to play hahahaha! but this game has got me addicted!! super fun to play with ur friends haha ipad bigger and better haha! they would give u a keyword and ask u to find that item for example, 7 cupcakes and then u will have to search for 7 cupcakes among all the items while fighting against the time well its not as easy to spot as u think! even 4 pairs of eyes have lag time haha!
alright just my 2 cents worth and i just wasted my sleep time haha nights people ! :) tmr is 4m3 class chalet ! miss them people !